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HangupsMusic.com – Martha’s Vineyard, MA – Legendary singer-songwriter and revered Rock & Roll Hall of Fame inductee, Carly Simon, has opened her heart to her devoted fanbase, revealing a deeply personal battle with Parkinson’s disease. The announcement, shared in an emotionally resonant letter, sheds light on the reasons behind her recent period of quietude and underscores her unwavering spirit in the face of significant health challenges, including a recent bout with basal cell carcinoma. Far from retreating entirely, Simon concurrently announced her first new album in nearly fifteen years, Comes in Waves, an artistic outpouring born from introspection and resilience.
The 83-year-old artist, celebrated for her profound lyrical honesty and unforgettable melodies, addressed her prolonged absence from the public eye. In her communiqué, she acknowledged the numerous inquiries from well-wishers concerned about her silence, explaining that she had been navigating a complex new reality: learning to live with a chronic neurological condition. This candid disclosure offers a window into the private struggles of a public figure, emphasizing the courage required to share such vulnerabilities.
Simon articulated the considerable time it took her to fully grasp the intricacies of her diagnosis, to integrate it into her daily life, and to determine the extent of what she wished to disclose. Her description of Parkinson’s painted a vivid picture of its unpredictable nature, highlighting how symptoms manifest uniquely in each individual. She shared the stark contrast between days of profound exhaustion, where initiating any activity felt insurmountable, and others where the disease granted her moments of clarity and energy, allowing her to engage with her thoughts, work, and sense of self.
Her journey towards this diagnosis was not straightforward. Simon recounted an earlier period marked by severe arthritis in both knees and a hip, necessitating three joint replacement surgeries. Initially, she attributed her subsequent difficulties with mobility to the recovery process from these extensive procedures, assuming they were an unfortunate, albeit ironic, consequence of healing. The physical limitations, however, persisted and worsened beyond what would be expected.
As her mobility continued to decline, Simon found herself struggling with simple actions like rising from low chairs or deep couches without assistance. Overstuffed furniture, once a comfort, became a formidable adversary, threatening to envelop her in a seemingly permanent state of repose. The sensation of being "swallowed" by a chair, as she eloquently put it, mirrored a deeper sense of being trapped by her own body. Eventually, there were periods when she could not walk without significant aid, prompting her family and medical team to seek further answers.
It was after an exhaustive evaluation at the esteemed Mayo Clinic that the definitive diagnosis of Parkinson’s disease was made. This moment marked a turning point, providing clarity on the underlying cause of her escalating symptoms. Following the diagnosis, Simon began a regimen of treatment, including medications designed to alleviate stiffness and other manifestations of the illness. She noted the capricious nature of Parkinson’s, emphasizing that its progression and daily impact do not adhere to any convenient schedule or personal plans.
Beyond the commonly recognized motor symptoms like tremors and balance issues, Simon delved into the less visible, yet equally debilitating, non-motor aspects of Parkinson’s. She spoke of the profound anxiety, depression, and pervasive exhaustion that can accompany the disease, and particularly highlighted the strange phenomenon of apathy. She described lying like a "starfish drying in the sun," limbs splayed, yet devoid of any internal impetus to engage with life – to read, watch, write, sing, or connect with others.
This sense of apathy, she explained, was particularly challenging to convey to others. It transcended mere sadness or laziness, feeling instead like a critical part of the brain responsible for inviting participation in life had temporarily misplaced its "guest list." This insightful metaphor provided a potent image of the disengagement and lack of motivation that can characterize the disease, separating it from conventional emotional states.
Concurrently with her Parkinson’s journey, Simon also faced a separate health battle: treatment for basal cell carcinoma on her face. While the cancer was successfully removed, the surgical procedure impacted her appearance, intensifying a pre-existing self-consciousness about being seen publicly. With characteristic wit and self-awareness, Simon observed the profound irony of the writer of "You’re So Vain" grappling with her own critical inner voice regarding her looks, finding that the surgery provided ample new material for this internal critique.
Between her increasing mobility challenges, the weight of the Parkinson’s diagnosis, the facial surgery, and the cumulative emotional toll of these experiences, retreating from public scrutiny became the most natural and "palatable reaction." She vividly described her state as having become an "all-season bear," allowed to hibernate through both winter and summer, underscoring the deep need for withdrawal and privacy during this intense period of personal struggle and adjustment.
Yet, despite these formidable obstacles, Simon steadfastly affirmed that she had neither ceased living nor working. In the midst of this profound personal reckoning, a new creative impulse emerged, leading her to begin recording Comes in Waves. She reflected on this artistic resurgence as somewhat mysterious, a testament to music’s innate ability to arrive precisely when needed, acting as a profound source of solace and rescue, much like a loyal companion appearing when one is not quite oneself.
The album itself is a mosaic of musical ideas, comprising both new compositions and fragments of songs that had been patiently awaiting completion for years. Simon spoke of melodies, verses, and conceptual outlines that had been carefully jotted down and preserved, tucked away for an indeterminate future when she would possess the necessary time and focus to bring them to fruition. "Apparently, that future is now," she declared, signaling a powerful moment of artistic reclamation.
The act of working on this music became a vital anchor, providing structure to days that often lacked it. It offered her a purpose and a destination without requiring her to physically leave her home. This creative engagement served as a profound reminder that while illness can undeniably reshape one’s life, it does not have to consume its entirety. It reinforced the notion that artistic expression can flourish even amidst profound personal adversity, becoming a conduit for resilience and self-preservation.
Comes in Waves, set for release on August 14th, marks a significant milestone, being Simon’s first new studio album since 2009’s Never Been Gone. The recording took place at her cherished, longtime residence on Martha’s Vineyard, a setting that has undoubtedly infused the music with a sense of intimacy and authenticity. The project saw her reunite with longtime collaborator Paul Samwell-Smith, who served as producer, ensuring a continuity of artistic vision. A true family affair, the album features contributions from her children, Ben and Sally Taylor, with Sally also credited for designing the evocative cover art. Fans can already experience a taste of the album with the lead single, "Howl," which has been released.
Simon’s enduring impact on popular music was formally recognized in 2022 when she was inducted into the Rock & Roll Hall of Fame, an honor that came 26 years after she first became eligible. Her initial reaction, as she shared with Rolling Stone at the time, was one of profound disbelief and humble surprise, humorously comparing the prestigious institution to a pancake house. This belated, yet well-deserved, recognition cemented her legacy as one of the most influential voices of her generation, celebrated for her distinctive sound and groundbreaking lyrical candor.
Reflecting on her Parkinson’s diagnosis, Simon was resolute in her stance: she does not perceive it as a gift or a blessing. Instead, she described it as a formidable challenge – difficult, frustrating, and at times, frightening. She candidly admitted that she is still actively learning how to coexist with the condition, striving to accept its realities without feeling that she has surrendered an essential part of who she is. This pragmatic and honest perspective avoids romanticizing illness, instead focusing on the ongoing process of adaptation.
Despite the profound adjustments required by her health, Simon affirmed her continued engagement with life’s rich tapestry. She declared that she is "still writing, singing, imagining, laughing, worrying, remembering, and occasionally getting trapped in an overstuffed chair." This statement beautifully encapsulates her unwavering spirit, acknowledging the limitations while emphasizing the vibrant continuity of her inner life and creative drive.
She expressed deep gratitude for the unwavering support she has received from her children, family, friends, dedicated caregivers, and the medical professionals who have guided her through this journey. Their love, patience, and assistance, she emphasized, have been indispensable, sustaining her through days when her own reserves were insufficient. This testament highlights the critical role of community and care in navigating chronic illness.
Simon chose to share her story now in response to the outpouring of genuine concern from her fanbase, a concern that deeply touched her, even when she found herself unsure how to respond. She acknowledged that her pace of life has slowed, that she leans on others more than she once did, and that she has embraced the reality that each day will present its own unique set of circumstances. Yet, with an inspiring finality, she reaffirmed her enduring presence: "But I am still very much here." Her new album, Comes in Waves, stands as a powerful testament to that enduring spirit, transforming personal adversity into a resonant artistic statement for the world.
